It is frustrating as hell to feel so good yesterday and in
so much pain today.
Yesterday I felt ALIVE, free, my brain was full of energy,
ideas. I felt silly and happy, amorous and flirty.
Now the pain is back. I can barely type because my upper
arms are being crushed. I have those pains in my hips bones like huge knives
have been thrust into them. It's hard to sit because my ass is so sore.
Jennifer and I were talking yesterday about the Gift of Pain
and she said something like, “some days we can accept the Gift and other days
we can’t!â€
Amen! I’m having real trouble today with my Gift.
